pooped

I am soooo tired. My everything hurts. Fingers, feet, neck, arms, back. I don't believe I've ever felt so worn out from sitting for 6 hours a day. Doesn't hurt things that I went to see my new savior Ms. Nancy after rehearsal today to get all my kinks worked out!

Seriously, I knew I'd have a lot of stuff to learn, but seriously? Seriously. SERIOUSLY!?! (those informed readers will know the reference) I have to stop practicing now not because I've accomplished everything I need to (not sure if that's even possible), but because my body will not let me get up in the morning if I don't watch it on the bench.

I love the orchestra. Things are super-friendly and while there are jaded individuals, most are genuinely happy. I've already learned a lot, and can't wait to see what the next 9 months bring!

Not bad

Well, had my first full day of rehearsal after having moved to Canada. Thought I did pretty well, and I love the rep and people. Exhausting have a double that starts in the afternoon and goes through the night though. By the end of the night, I was ready to pass out, and now when I get home, I can't sleep :-/ So, I'm studying recordings. I'll prolly have something better to write next time.

Now in Canada

It has been strange to get used to not seeing anyone other than Tony and occasionally Amanda since we moved in July. I miss everyone in Chicago and Rochester a whole lot, and suddenly, the season is starting already. The rehearsal schedule will distract me and the new job will (most likely) overwhelm me, but things are a bit lonely.

I call friends and family when they are available; Maeci and Bettie are wonderful listeners and cuddle-bugs! I've been able to get the symphony harp up and running after sitting most of the summer. Looking forward to seeing what Chris can do with it in a few weeks.

Mostly, practicing and organizing has ruled my life. Familial traumas still make their way into our life up here. Ry and Jess' wedding is a few weeks away, as is the federal election... two topics that elicit plenty of opinions. What I don't understand is how such a fundamentally Christian family can be so judgmental. I've caught myself in several instances where I am also making assumptions and accusations about others recently... trying not to be as often as I can thinking about it. rahr! Life can be so frustrating.